You know the books that take every bit of strength and courage you have to continue, yet you simply cannot put it down because you know reading it will change you? This was In the Stillness by Andrea Randall. Be forewarned if you decide to take it on, there's a lot of taboo topics and you WILL cry; Cutting, PTSD, Resentment, Pain and the inability to deal with life as a wife and mom. Read it though, I don't think you'll regret it.